Last Post of 2010

It's been almost 1 month since I was posted to MP Command. I gotta admit it's the best place one would ever wana go. Thank god for that. Other than physical trainings, every other trainings are manageable but the tougher ones will be starting next week! Next sunday is my 21st birthday! LOL! Hmm I'll be having my guard duty on the 8jan, Sat and there's service on sun and I have to book in the night, I give up the plan on having a party. Just a simple lunch or dinner with my parents will do, I guess? Haha.

SMU application is open now till April 2011. The fear of rejection delayed my application. Gotta think twice about what I really want to do. Sigh... It's tough. Am I signing up for uni for a wrong purpose? Are all NS men really that desperate? LOL! Ppl might laugh at me when they see my post but who cares, afterall my blog is the only place where I get to cast all my thoughts out. It feels great lol.

If there's something that I ever want to do, that would be to prove that I'm intelligent haha. Looking at how smart my peers are in MP Command, in terms of their academic results, I cant help feeling ashamed of myself. Why didnt I work harder for my O's... Tell me... Am I really dumd lol.... Shit!!! Emo-ing again... There's only one way to prove it, try to stay on par with the others when I get into a uni.

A brand new year is coming and wad's ur new year resolution? Mine? Secure a place in uni, lepak when I get my rank, find my mrs right (hahaha! Or is she waiting in the uni? LOL) and gym more often!!!

Thank God for everything he had given me throughout the year 2010. Things just gonna get better next year, it gotta be...

The End of My Training in SCS - Block Leave

It's really nice of him to drive me home at the very last day. Didnt expect him to live just diagonally across my flat. Anyway it's Tuesday today, my very last day of leave. Cant really recall wad I did daily but glad that I managed to buy GT 5 and NBA 2k11!!! Popular games indeed haha!

*Dono where did he get his source from but heard I was one of the selected ones to cross over but in the end, I wasnt selected and the cruel thing is, I was asked to be a pacer to make sure he get his gold for ippt... took my place and yet, I had to help to push him further for the place lol... I dont feel disappointed though lol! In fact I'm glad he managed to cross over, maybe that's wad friends're for hahaha! I'm sure wadeva I'm gg through now is being planned by u, lord :)*

Went gym + basketball in NP on saturday with simon and heng. It's been awhile, Np changed alot. Anyway got posted to 8th S.I.R and I heard it's most probably security trooper for key installation, RP or MP. Whether is it good or bad, I cant tell now, the one thing I never want to think about now. Anyway praise the lord for that, managed to escape from aslc haha.

Had yum cha again today but with my parents and met bee siew in the restaurant haha! Went straight to the new shopping mall in serangoon and met wayne lol! Wad a small world it is.

Tried.... not in school (NP & CHR), neither is it in church and definitely not in CAMP!!! lol! She's waiting in one of the uni lol!!! Come on come on!!! Application starting in a few months time, gotta start planning!!!